I'm proud of you My Lorio.. :)

You never know how much I'd love there beside you at that time.

But I can't,,

I can't see this difference,,

You also never expect the presence of me,,

How can I remove all the bitter event,,

while the event was not only valuable for you but also for me.

Too many events that want me to spend with you,,

but all that has passed and my dreams is not achieved.

Maybe I'm late to say this,,

but until recently,,

even I can't deny that I'm proud of you my Lorio.. ♥

One fears that had haunted me secretly.

I'm afraid can't make you proud of me.

What can i do?? 

You know what I feel??

I'm glad when see you happy.

I am sad when you're sad.

Oh GOD,,

I want to make him feel what I feel.

I want him to understand what I want.

..I want he can beside me "at the time"..